| I only serve to break myself. |


day dreamerI knew that things mightday dreamer
change someday, but never thought it would end this way.


A LamentYour fists of an angry four-year oldA Lament
Squish me into mashed potatoes Oozing between your fingers, Cold empty carbohydrates.
I wish I had the courage to Do it all again
While you are still here.
I am the decimal point to Your integer,
In other words
You never needed me.


Abandonedyou take my handAbandoned
and we get into the car
we drive for what seems like hours but i fall asleep,
so it may have been only a few minutes or forever
you stop the car i awaken,
curled up in the back seat
you roll down the window to smoke a fag and in one long exhale you ask me to get out
i open the door and step into the grass
beside a bend in the road lost between a strand of trees
with sunlight piercing the canopy of earthy sounds and the smell of rotting leaves
'close the door,' you say
--
As a suffering creature
I cannot do without
Something greater then i
Something that is my life
The power to create
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ScarletoftheNight
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